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Curse the mechanics of the female body.
'Just saying. I can deal with the blood and all, but the increasing pain and nausea over the years is not cool. I really, really wanted to cry today at work, and while technically I can take one sick day for my period, I just can't bring myself to do it. I'd rather sit at work and be miserable and have trouble focusing and be emotionally flattened when I find out I find out I filled out a report wrong than risk anyone thinking I'm too weak to put up with something that occurs every month.
Geez, I hope I can sleep tonight. T^T Owwww, my back. Come what may, I will not skip my naginata practice tomorrow. I'm too stubborn. I would rather push myself too hard than let anyone think I'm weak. Instead I'll just whine and complain here.
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In other news, my friend including me in her party in so many little ways even though I won't be there this year. It's her anime birthday party she throws every year, but it's come to mean almost as much to me as it has to her. I feel so loved from here, and I hope it goes smoothly for her and she and everyone who will be there this year will have fun.
'Just saying. I can deal with the blood and all, but the increasing pain and nausea over the years is not cool. I really, really wanted to cry today at work, and while technically I can take one sick day for my period, I just can't bring myself to do it. I'd rather sit at work and be miserable and have trouble focusing and be emotionally flattened when I find out I find out I filled out a report wrong than risk anyone thinking I'm too weak to put up with something that occurs every month.
Geez, I hope I can sleep tonight. T^T Owwww, my back. Come what may, I will not skip my naginata practice tomorrow. I'm too stubborn. I would rather push myself too hard than let anyone think I'm weak. Instead I'll just whine and complain here.
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In other news, my friend including me in her party in so many little ways even though I won't be there this year. It's her anime birthday party she throws every year, but it's come to mean almost as much to me as it has to her. I feel so loved from here, and I hope it goes smoothly for her and she and everyone who will be there this year will have fun.
